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My Dog and I Take The Same Drugs Now

Lexapro, month one

Mar 3 • Jesse Meadows

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February 2026

Everything That Flows Makes Fractals

On ketamine, neuritogenesis, and the surprisingly beautiful science of ego death

Feb 16 • Jesse Meadows

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January 2026

Live, Laugh, Lexapro?

what I'm reading about SSRIs while I try SSRIs

Jan 27 • Jesse Meadows

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Why Fast Minds Love Slow Crafts

on the embodied cognition of making loops

Jan 12 • Jesse Meadows

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December 2025

Why I'm Trying Psych Meds Again

and how I've changed my mind about their critics

Dec 22, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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The Collected Neurodiversities

A round-up of recent papers on what neurodiversity even is???

Dec 10, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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November 2025

ADHD and the Theory of Everything All At Once

a new video essay!

Nov 25, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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Three Ways of Thinking About "AI Psychosis”

a reading/viewing list

Nov 12, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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October 2025

Are We All Just Having 'Understandable Human Reactions'?

Sami Timimi's new book paints neurodivergent and trans people as dupes of neoliberalism

Oct 1, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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September 2025

"To be able to focus on one thing by making everything one, is that not the dream?"

a sneak peek at my next video, on an ADHD theory of ADHD

Sep 7, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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August 2025

POTS is a real trend, and it has a long history

new video! plus, a few gems from my source list

Aug 30, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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Do You Have Sad Attacks, Too?

I knew I couldn't be the only one. PLUS: three mental illness memoirs you should read

Aug 11, 2025 • Jesse Meadows

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